Perception is mind blowing

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The concept of perception blows my mind when I try to wrap my head around it. It has always baffled me as to how a group of people watching the same exact occurrence go down will each tell you different explanations as to what they perceived happened. And not one of them will be exactly the same.

Take 4 people and sit them at a card table, one facing each direction. Place a cereal box in the center of the table with each person looking at a different side.

Every single person is looking at the same box – but every person will explain differently what they see when looking at it due to their angle and line of sight.

An interesting point is that if it is in a language that they don’t understand, it’ll be harder for them to explain.

I used to think that people couldn’t change. I also believed in an eye for an eye. I used to say “I hate people,” and mean it. I also didn’t believe in God.

Every single thought above has changed for me, and significantly. Because what truly changed was my perception. I was able to reprogram my thought processes, and continue to do so every day. I leave everything I perceive to be truth as fluid so that in case new information surfaces, I am able to take it into account and make up my decision to keep or change the thought – based on that new information.

If you are willing to hear out what the others sitting at the table say as they explain what they are seeing, you just might be able to see more of the whole picture.

People can change. I am living proof of this. And if you choose to see that – it will become a reality for you.

It’s all up to you what you see. You decide if you sit at the table or not. You decide which chair to sit in and you decide whether to listen to other people’s opinions of what they see or not.

If you choose not to, life will be exactly what you make it. One sided.

If you choose to hear them out, you might experience life in a whole new way.

I choose to believe that people are good. I choose to believe that people can change. I choose to believe that there is a God and that his love for us is beyond comprehension.

I now choose positivity, love, light and balance and I choose to love each and every person on this planet. But most important of all, I think, is that I choose not to judge.

What do you choose to perceive?

***Photo credit from https://mmipeace.org/post/its-all-about-perception/

 

900th Follower and the Pineal Gland (completely unrelated probably)

I reached over 900 followers today on Instagram. I am feeling a type of way about it and thought I’d pick a subject to write about to celebrate.

How about the pineal gland?

I don’t remember learning about it in school at all except hearing, “We don’t know what it does exactly.” And talking about a “third eye” was considered “hokey” and not at all mainstream.

Little did I know…

From the moment we are born our energy and our power are stolen from us in various ways. One of those ways is covering up the majestic meaning and purpose of the pineal gland.

Located central in our brain, it not only controls melatonin release and helps regulate our circadian rhythm, but it is also the central source to a humans true power, intuition and balance in our lives. That is my absolute belief.

From steroids in meat to fluoride in water and aluminum in deoderant – the pineal gland is calcified by the modern world and rendered obsolete. Our true power is lessened and taken from us without us even knowing of its existence.

To seek to decalcify your pineal is to seek to find who you truly are, your power and your peace.

In my attempts to do so I have tried several things. I switched to distilled or spring water, deoderant sans aluminum and paraben, toothpaste without fluoride and I’ve done some fasts and cleansing but I’ve got a long way to go.

Other ways include clean food and water with little to no additives or preservatives, a plant based diet, meditation and prayer, healing chakras, clearing past trauma and lives and loving yourself unconditionally along with the rest of humanity.

I think it’s time the world learns the truth about human energy and power and the beginning of those teachings start with the pineal.

And that truly is just the beginning. History books will need to be re-written. Schools, government and politics will need to be reformed and designed with healing mother earth and sustaining and respecting human life for all.

When you discover your real power and learn to love yourself the world becomes a beautiful place. As it should be.

**photo credit: https://www.aspiritualhand.com/the-power-of-your-pineal-gland/

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Purpose – Seeking answers, finding questions

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I’m still processing my experiences from this last week at the Kryon, Monument Valley Tour, and they were great, no doubt. However, for the most part I’m left with more questions than answers. And that seems to be the norm anymore. I go out seeking answers which I do not find. I do find way more questions.

I guess I should recognize by now that there are no answers, only choices. And there are no right or wrong choices – there is only the one you choose. And regardless of the outcome – it was exactly what you needed to experience at the time. Whether that be failure, success or otherwise.

I just keep waiting for an “A-ha” moment that honestly may never come. I thought if I would have had one anywhere, though, that it would be while I was among other people seeking higher vibrational existences. Now that I think about it further, if I did have one it would probably be somewhere way more random, like in the grocery store or something. And since I no longer go to the grocery store, I order on-line and they deliver, I’m probably the one keeping myself from having that moment.

Or maybe it truly never will. All I know is that I’ve had this awakening thing happen to me and it seemed so unique and amazing at the time and now my brain doesn’t even function the way that it used to. I can barely handle one task let alone multi-task, and that used to be my forte.

One great thing that did happen was that Lee ended up talking to a guy who was also a construction business owner who had awakened and had quite a unique experience himself and shared that with Lee.

Validation that I am not alone or nearly as crazy as I, and everyone else, thought is honestly priceless. It also poses more questions. If what I’ve gone through is real and other people are experiencing it, too… then, what now?

…to be continued… at an undetermined time.

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Wild Horses

I’m attending “Kryon, Monument Valley Tour” with my Lee (the man who channels Kryon is also named Lee, but that’s not the one I’m referencing today) and about 80 other humans this week.

I’m spending as little time on my “control device” as possible while here but I’m continuing to check in with my oldest daughter, Alisha, who helps me post these blogs as well as handles my Twitter and helps me with my Instagram. Technology has outgrown me and I flail to keep up, so thank goodness for her!

I am planning on writing a brief synopsis of my time here when it’s over and when we return to my comfort zone, which is our home. It is then that I will try to explain why sitting on a hill top, with people who are strangers to me, listening to a man channel about a beautiful, compassionate future – brought me to tears. It moved me so profoundly and brought absolute chills of resonation… but that is a story for another day.

This brief check in was inspired by what I’ve seen several times as we’ve traveled throughout these ancient lands of the indigenous people: wild horses.

When my Lee first pointed them out as we drove down the road towards Monument Valley, my initial thought was “There’s no way that there are still wild horses out here.” Surely someone would have captured them, attempted to “train” them and contained them by now.

As I looked closer I saw that their wild and raggedy manes were clearly unkempt, but I also saw the freedom and determination to be free in their eyes and in their movements. They traveled in a group of 3 or 4 but were seemingly a “pack” and they inherently knew that there is safety and solace in numbers, even if they are small numbers. They had the aura of never being made to do anything that wasn’t natural or that they weren’t born with the instincts to do.

I was so grateful to know that these creatures still existed and that they were wild, free and allowed to live the existence of their choosing.

I’m grateful people stand back and look at them in awe instead of trying to change them and force them to live in a way that suits humans and not necessarily the horses.

What an incredibly, intense and perfect metaphor or symbolism for how I was feeling traveling with some of my “pack” the last couple of days.

While none of us are raggedy and unkempt and we have been made to conform to human standards to varying degrees, at some point we awakened to the call from spirit to break free.

People have always had free will and can and do choose to live any way that suits them best. You can choose to live contained, be trained and to conform.

As for me, I’ll continue to choose to run with the wild horses.

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If you are interested in learning more about Kryon, (Lee Carroll), you can look up his channelings and teachings on YouTube and Amazon. Here are a few books you can get from him that offer his teachings as well!

Back to Basics

For years I have had a thought in the back of my mind to buy land somewhere, go off grid and take my family and friends with me. We’ll have our own little community of love and respect. We’ll mostly live off the land and gardens that we share and we will have no need for electronics or modern technology. It’ll be so pure and satisfying…

Then I wake up and realize that, unfortunately, that’s not reality. So, I came up with ten ways to feel like I’m making a difference and getting back to basics that are actually achievable in everyday life.

1 – Gratitude.

The easiest way to recognize what you already have and reduce the need for more stuff is by being grateful.

2 – Au Naturale.

Whether it’s your food or your body – go simplistic. Go back to the basic food groups and quit the contouring and primping for a day or 2.

3 – Go Green.

Drop the chemicals and pick up Pinterest. Apple cider vinegar, baking soda, and rubbing alcohol can fix and clean almost everything. Drop the plastic bottles and pick up reusable bottles. Reuse and recycle. Waste not, want not.

4 – Wi-Fi free zones

Have a space in your house that’s wi-fi free, like the dinner table, and have a conversation in person instead of on the phone.

5 – Go outside

Simplify your date night. Plan a hike or a walk in the park. Ditch the phones and screens for a while and hold hands instead.

6 – Be a Good Example

Work on showing the world the most beautiful part of you – your compassion and kindness. It’s contagious.

7 – Downsize

Start with your purse and just keep on purging.  Never hurts to clean out your beloved spaces and let go of things that are unnecessary or unused. Donate to a local charity and go one step further.

8 – Try exercise

Exercise is just as important as drinking water for our bodies, and getting into a routine that is attainable for you can help lift your mood and your health. Try taking up a yoga class, kickboxing, water aerobics. Even just a walk outside in your free time can be so beneficial for your health!

9 – Be creative

Try taking up a hobby that isn’t just watching a television show or scrolling along on social media. Pick up a book that seems interesting, practice some artistic skills, pick up a pencil or keyboard and give writing a try!

10 – Meditation and mindfulness

One of the most relaxing ways to get back to basics is to try meditation and mindful thinking. Take even just a few minutes out of your day to just sit, relax, and focus on your breathing. You may find that you feel so much more refreshed in both your mind and body.

These are just some ways that you can get back to basics and ground yourself in everyday life. If you have any other comments or suggestions, feel free to add your own!  Love, light, balance, and namaste!

 

 

The Demon Egg (Part 4 – the end)

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The clock on the nightstand read 4:02 am. Miraculously I had woken up screaming without making any sound, so I hadn’t woken Lee up. I noticed quickly that I had been sleeping with the egg in my hand and I was gripping it tightly.

As a habit I always checked the security cameras downstairs. The monitor for them was on the nightstand where I sat the egg after releasing it from my grip. Just as I looked up at the monitor I saw a dark figure walking through my kitchen.

Everything about what happened next makes zero sense. Never would I ever go to check on something scary myself. I always woke Lee up so the he could go check it out. Instead, not only did I not wake him up, I got up and walked downstairs in the dark to see who or what it was that I had just seen on the cameras.

Immediately I noticed that nobody was there. I did see headlights shining into the kitchen window from our driveway and I wondered who on earth was up, in the driveway, with headlights on at 4 am.

I opened the back door and noticed the lights were coming from the old truck my son had been borrowing that happened to have a massive exhaust leak and the truck was running and the windows were up. I tried to squint to see if anyone was in the truck and I couldn’t tell because the lights were in my eyes. I ran outside, no shoes, no coat, no LEE.

What had gotten into me? Regardless, as I approached the truck I noticed my son was in it slouched over, seemingly asleep with the engine running and the windows up. EXHAUST LEAK, EXHAUST LEAK, EXHAUST LEAK! My mind screamed as I struggled to open the door of the old rusty truck and when I did I yelled my son’s name and shook him furiously. Nothing.

Over and over I called his name and shook and shook and shook. After what seemed like a lifetime he finally came to, but he was groggy and confused as he’s ever been in his life.

He had come home late and forgot his key and instead of waking us up he stayed out in the truck and kept it running and “fell asleep hard”, he said, not realizing the fumes being released inside the truck running along with the windows being completely up – were a deadly combination.

He couldn’t even walk into the house by himself and I half carried him in and down to his room where I left him to sleep and I, still in shock and awe of everything that had just occurred, went into the office to try to process everything.

I watched the security video from the kitchen over and over and over again. The system was set up to record when it sensed movement. It started recording at about 4:02 am right as I was awoken from my dream. A dark woman like figure who resembled an angel with wings, some say looked pregnant even, had seemingly walked across my kitchen as if she had just come downstairs from my bedroom and was walking towards the back door where outside my son was passed out from exhaust fumes in the truck.

I had looked everywhere in the house and even around the yard. I even checked all of the other footage from the cameras and never was she seen coming or going in any other room.

I was not the only person who could see it, which baffled me to no end. Lately, in my nightmare lifestyle status, everything that I saw was mostly only visible to me.

I changed my opinion about the demon egg shortly after this. I recognized that all along I had assumed it was a scary, bad thing. What I came to believe was that it may have actually been sent to me to help me.

My oldest daughter Alisha told me a story shortly after about a television show that she had watched where a woman perceived something she saw in a creepy old mirror to be frightening and horrifying because the woman in the mirror always appeared to be screaming at her – but she couldn’t tell what she was saying. She was also covered in blood. Turns out the scary woman in the mirror ends up saving the lady who had been afraid of hers life when an intruder enters her house one night. The woman in the mirror was said to have reached out and grabbed the intruder and stopped him long enough for the woman to realize he was there and call the police. Supposedly, a true story.

True or not, it made me realize that what I see as terrifying, may very well be something that I just don’t understand yet. I changed my perception on not only the egg but on any future scary situation that arises. However, I still decided to leave the egg in the hands of my best friend for safe keeping… just in case.

He still has it to this day. I sometimes still feel the urge to go and get it from him, but then I remind myself that – that’s crazy… right?

I honestly believe that the angel woman who was somehow tied to the egg, helped save my sons life that night. Also, that the creation dream that I had that night formed the foundation for my new insight on how I see the earth and all of the inhabitants of it. I appreciate everything in life now with such a deeper understanding and to such a deeper degree. It changed everything for me.

I am truly, truly grateful for the experiences I have had. But they really have mirrored horror films at times. I’ve always thought the basis for horror films and novels must come from some place of truth, at least to some extent?

But I still don’t watch scary movies… because, why? I’m starring in one. 😉